I thought just like schooling, even studying medicine will be easier. But studying huge books which are in english was difficult for me. Because i studied in Tamill medium. 1st year I failed in exam. But I wanted to become doctor. And I studied hard. At this time me and my mother face many problems. One day I wrote my exam. I never wanted to show my poverty to anyone. So I usually avoid going out with my friends. One day after my exam, all my friends decided to go to Mahabalipuram beach. And they all decided to take me also. They forced me and took me along with them. After playing for a while they all started to drink alcohol. But I never had the habit of drinking alcohol. I didn't wanted to become like my father. So I never wanted to get addicted to any habit. That day after a while we all started to from beach. I dont know to drive bike so I had to go with my friend who was drunk. And we met with an accident. We both were brought the hospital where we were studying. But my friend lost his life while on the way to the hospital. Doctor said that I may die within 2 to 3 days. But my mother didn't give up on me. I was supplied food through pipe for 1 month. Initially, nurses did this work. Later they were fed up of this work.